Saturday, September 28, 2013

a note to those who would never ever understand the pain of being an Angel Parent.

call us sick. call us what you want. call us crazy. but this is our love. undying, unending, unwinding down to the last thread until there is no more. we are Angel Parents now and forever. there is no end. get used to it, or fuck off.


19 comments:

  1. Dear sweetie, this is a loss unlike any other. You grieve, you celebrate, you do whatever you need to go on living on this plane until it is time to meet up with your precious one. Make no apologies to anyone. But please know she watches over you, she sees all the love you continually show. Remember, she chose you to be her mama for many reasons.....blessings, love and light.

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  2. I cried so hard reading this story. I am currently going through a miscarriage right now and so I know what it's like to lose a pregnancy and somehow I feel like it would be ten times not a million times worse to have to go through what you went through.

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  3. I am also a mama to an angel baby. My tiny, perfect sons name is Joshua. It has been 15 years since I lost my precious boy, and it still feels as though it was yesterday. So, yes, I know the pain you're going through, as my sons death was also a result of a negligent act on the part of the hospital staff. Not a day goes by that I don't think of my sweet angel. I am truly sorry for your loss and pray that your beautiful little angel gets the justice she's rightly deserves. She will forever be, your guardian angel!!!

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  4. I am also a mama to an angel baby. My tiny, perfect sons name is Joshua. It has been 15 years since I lost my precious boy, and it still feels as though it was yesterday. So, yes, I know the pain you're going through, as my sons death was also a result of a negligent act on the part of the hospital staff. Not a day goes by that I don't think of my sweet angel. I am truly sorry for your loss and pray that your beautiful little angel gets the justice she's rightly deserves. She will forever be, your guardian angel!!!

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  5. I am so sorry for your loss. We don't know each other but we both know the pain of losing a child. I had a stillborn son, Morgan, I can hardly believe it was 12 years ago. Like u, I never knew him in life but he was with me in pregnancy and he was so very loved. I grieved so hard for him and kept all of his baby things until 3 yrs later when his newborn brother used them. It felt like he was happy that his big brother got use of his bed and car seat. Your story was so heart felt and i'm glad u were able to share it so deeply with the world. We are not alone, us parents of angel babies. And we are special because we will have babies that we get to raise in heaven!! I hope Morgan and I will meet you and your baby Vylette when we all get there <3

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  6. I lost my beautiful boy when he was born at 26 weeks after a complicated pregnancy,we should never have to feel this pain my heart is with you god bless your brave baby girl x

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  7. Hi hun thus message is for u I'm from sudbury ontario and maybee we could take abit I could us some pointers and it's always best to talk with people that kinda went threw the same thing anyways here's my number txt me 17055213914 it's heart breaking and very wrong with what they do do people stay strong and ur not sick or anything so don't listen to anyone

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  8. Hi hun thus message is for u I'm from sudbury ontario and maybee we could take abit I could us some pointers and it's always best to talk with people that kinda went threw the same thing anyways here's my number txt me 17055213914 it's heart breaking and very wrong with what they do do people stay strong and ur not sick or anything so don't listen to anyone

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  9. I too lost an angel and as you do we did on his birthday. We all got together in a restaurant and at the head of the table was his picture. So what if ppl think I'm crazy. We each mourn in different ways.

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  10. I too lost my child to a horrible delivery! But I was having complications before hand. What happened to you is inconceivable! There was no reason for you to lose your angel. Almost q9 years have gone by, but not 1 day goes by that I don't think of Daniel and wonder what our lives would be like today. Please do not apologize for greiving and celebrating Vylette's life the way you do. And your story needs to be heard so this doesn't happen to anyone else! Thank you for sharing your journey with this Perfect Angel!

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  11. I too lost my child to a horrible delivery! But I was having complications before hand. What happened to you is inconceivable! There was no reason for you to lose your angel. Almost q9 years have gone by, but not 1 day goes by that I don't think of Daniel and wonder what our lives would be like today. Please do not apologize for greiving and celebrating Vylette's life the way you do. And your story needs to be heard so this doesn't happen to anyone else! Thank you for sharing your journey with this Perfect Angel!

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  12. I have not lost any of mine. But two of my brothers babies when they were born. Your story got me your beautiful baby girl is very beautiful! I'm from Burleson,Tx I couldn't read all of it because I was in tears I'm still am in tears! Prayers for your beautiful baby girl and to you and your family. You have a beautiful guarding angel!

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  13. As mommies of angels we will forever feel a pain so deep never to be truly felt by others. Ppl think losing a baby is like losing a parent cousin someone along those lines but little do they know it's a million times worse. We are left with a hole in our souls that will forever be empty no matter what a grief that never faded away. I lost my son when I was 15. He was 2months and nine days old. I was forced to make a choice as to when to turn the machines off as well. A choice that will forever haunt me with was there more that could have been done. My heart breaks for you but with prayer you get some justice for you will never have closure.

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  14. As mommies of angels we will forever feel a pain so deep never to be truly felt by others. Ppl think losing a baby is like losing a parent cousin someone along those lines but little do they know it's a million times worse. We are left with a hole in our souls that will forever be empty no matter what a grief that never faded away. I lost my son when I was 15. He was 2months and nine days old. I was forced to make a choice as to when to turn the machines off as well. A choice that will forever haunt me with was there more that could have been done. My heart breaks for you but with prayer you get some justice for you will never have closure.

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  15. My heart goes out to you never apologise for loving you daughter and someday when you decide on a brother or sister for Angel Violet please share some pics with us always be on my mind

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  16. My heart goes out to you never apologise for loving you daughter and someday when you decide on a brother or sister for Angel Violet please share some pics with us always be on my mind

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  17. My heart goes out to you never apologise for loving you daughter and someday when you decide on a brother or sister for Angel Violet please share some pics with us always be on my mind

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