Tuesday, March 4, 2014

-POSTCARDS FROM HEAVEN-

-POSTCARDS FROM HEAVEN-
(Vylette's Valentine Morning gift to me... this beautiful view)


They wanna say that
you dont matter to me
but oh,
~You Matter to Me~

They wanna say i'm
OBSESSED
but i'm 
Preserving the Memory of
My Child who will
Never Be . . .

Just because you 
cannot comprehend 
doesnt mean i need 
help, mentally.

My Love for Vylette 
will  E c h o
E T E R N A L L Y . . .

20 comments:

  1. I know its painful an I pray for you to one day see your baby girl again she is pretty as can be I know her wings must shine my name is Jodie an ran on to this here in KY lily its a long ways away but your pain was felt as if I was there an again I kinda know your pain

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  2. I'm so sorry you had to go through this. My prayer is that it gets easier to deal with.
    Thanks for sharing your story.

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  3. I'm so sorry you had to go through this. My prayer is that it gets easier to deal with.
    Thanks for sharing your story.

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  6. No words I can say or prays i can make can take ur pain I understand this pain I've felt it n NVR been the same since n it NVR gets easier my heart broke n tears flowed seeing your pics of your beautiful vylette on facebook...

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  7. Your story has made me and so many of my friends cry today. Reading through it, I could never imagine the pain you were in. I could never be as strong as you are. I'm in california, I do not pray.. but I do truly hope that your pain will lessen with time. I do know that it will stay with you. My great grandmother had dementia and forgot alot of things in her life, but never forgot about her aborted daughter (her parents had forced her to have one) and she had kept the child's body and planted a peach tree with her child in her backyard at the time. She never forgot the pain of losing her child.. but I do hope that yours will lessen. Her memory will never be forgotten. I can promise you that. Stay strong. ♡

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  8. I understand u... so very much... I lost my little girl March of 2015... I named her Luna and when I read your story on Facebook I broke... your little girls name was moon... since I lost her another thing that always made me feel awful was the fact that I didn't cry when I held her, no one understood that I was happy because I knew she would have suffered more living then letting her go... and to know u didn't cry either has finally help me come to peace with that... my mom blamed me for her loss, she even called me crazy cause instead of crying I smiled every minute I got to hold her... u needed to push ur little girl out and I fought to keep mine in... my body didn't want her... it's hard to think my own body killed her... rejected her like if she was a parasite... she was 2 days away from having a big chance at life, but my body fought back harder... I'm happy to know that somewhere out there, maybe just maybe they are together... thank you because with what u did I can remember my little girl with love instead of pain and blaming myself wishing I could have made a difference decision... or done things differently...

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    1. Very emotional for you both and you both did as you were told as being a momma who was still pregnant. My heart is so sad as I read this story. I'm a little bit upset in my tummy due to the neglect of the midwives and also how perfect Vylette was physically. I'm shocked how beautiful a newborn princess could be so gorgeous. I know you know what you did was right, both of you. Much love from Cedar Rapids, Iowa.

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  9. I know all to well of losing a beautiful Angel baby. My daughter passed away February 15th 2016. I was told I could not have kids but I finally got pregnant. I got married while being pregnant. Just when I only had almost a month left I went to a normal checkup and they found no heartbeat. I found out alone no husband no family till I was in the hospital. My entire world crashed down. I was completely prepared for her to return home. But instead I felt like I was cheated. I screamed and cried holding her close to me while in pain in the hospital.
    Longer after it happened and people trying to cheer me up only made me angry by telling me she is with God now or she is in a better place. I got a tattoo of her hands and feet. I know all to well how it feels. I am sorry it happened she is always with you.

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  10. I just heard your story and my heart cries for you.. You deserve more and so does your little baby. Your pain will never ease.. I want her license revoked ..and her jailed...

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  11. I just heard your story and my heart cries for you.. You deserve more and so does your little baby. Your pain will never ease.. I want her license revoked ..and her jailed...

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  12. What a treasure. Your beautiful baby girl is the only person who has ever heard your heart beat from the inside. And since her birth was such a tragedy, you too are the only person who really got to feel her move and thrive. What a fragile and beautiful connection. ❤

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  13. Can u tell us ..how u feel now and how u life changes .did u still alone or be pregnant again ???

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  14. Your story of your beautiful baby girl breaks my heart I cried reading and looking through the photos I don't know how you stayed so strong letting your sweet baby girl go a beautiful angel now waiting one day for her momma. I hope and pray that you get justice for your baby girl they need to be held accountable for what they have done and they should never be allowed to continue working with pregnant woman they are evil pure evil! I feel for you and your family and the fight you have to fight may God bless you and hope justice prevails it will not undo what has happened, it can't stop the pain, the hurt, or the loss you suffered, but this should of never happened and never ever have it happen to another mother. I will
    pray for you and hope justice prevails thank you for sharing your story and may your sweet angel RIP!

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  15. Prayers my sweet one ,such a beautiful story of your love for your precious Angel

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  16. Prayers my sweet one ,such a beautiful story of your love for your precious Angel

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  17. Just saw the story of your beautiful girl Vylette on Facebook. She was a true angel. You had such tremendous courage going through that horrendous ordeal. I see you have not updated this blog in quite some time. Please let us know how you are coping. I'm sure there are other mommies who are dealing with infant or pregnancy loss who could benefit from your story. I am praying g for your healing and also for healing for the rest of your family. The sting of loss will never go away. Until you and your baby girl meet again. Much love.

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